breathing in, breathing out  breathing  in  breathing  out  It is 5 pm on a tuesday  breathing in  and out  in this hospital room  with her smell  but not her usual smell  the chemical smell of all the products she had been taking for the last four months  breathing in  and out  a machine is beeping …

some people wake up feeling bad about their night because they drank too much or whateverI feel bad because I went home two minutes after the party began yesterday eric told me you were my friendsthat’s really nice it’s new to me: friends I remember I used to have some in high school I remember…